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Poisoned Heart

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Know it is a lie, still believe it.
Know it to be truth, still can't trust it.

Ups and downs are not funny. Neither is believeing lies and not trusting the truth even when you can differentiate them. It's pretty tiresome. And when one's mind is messy and confused, it's difficult to find a way out. 

However, I'm on my way, I think. Maybe a little (very much) lost, but on my way. Things would be easier if my 'ups' lasted a bit more, or if my 'downs' didn't feel so bad... But I'll overcome it, in a way or another (if only it where easier to trust this words in my 'downs'... Well, they're called 'downs' for something, I guess...)


So yeah. Ups and downs. And venting my feelings because bottling them up it's the worst thing I can do. And talking about it because I think things would be easier if we could talk about not being okay more freely. 
Hope things get better for those of you that aren't feeling quite okay right now :huggle: :heart:




Hope you like it!! ^^
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marianne1998
I hope you're okay..
You're right, it's really hard bottling your feelings and it is not good. I've been like that many times, now I'm not sure how i am doing. I remembered crying alone at home because i wanted to let it all out since i couldn't take it anymore. After that  i felt better.
Just remember that they are people out there are always be for you, and keep on doing what you love ^^  hope this helps 

By the way, I really like this! <3 ^^